not like a lot of people would understand what it's like having so many haters, just because I made the mistake of trying out for a singing competition before I was even ready vocally, emotionally and physically."The 30-year-old is believed to have committed suicide by taking an overdose in her car outside Abdul's Los Angeles home.Police found Abdul CDs and pictures in the vehicle, along with prescription drugs.After hearing her sing Tina Turner's Proud Mary, Jackson said: "It was terrible, what was that?series finale on Thursday (April 7) at the Dolby Theatre in Hollywood.As a singer, she has collected 11 awards with worldwide album sales reaching 40 million records.
before rising to prominence in the 1980s as a highly sought choreographer at the height of the music video era.
His mother, Julie Brett, was a former ballet dancer and socialite.
Cowell attended school at Dover College, but dropped out at 16.
Clearly nervous, she was thrilled when Cowell told her that she bore a remarkable resemblance to Abdul.
The other judges were also negative in their comments.